This day in history...

9 years ago, on this very day, a cute, silly stupid girl sat me down, held my hands, and told me that she likes me, and she wants to be my girlfriend. I of course said yes, I liked her too, but was too afraid of another bad relationship.. so never asked her myself.

What followed were almost 8 years of my life that I will never forget. All the highs, all the lows.. I always had someone special to share it with. BUt then again, like all good things, this also came to an end last year.

It was not easy for me, for her too I assume.. but that's life...I guess.

Since this morning I've been thinking, do I regret all this? Do I wish I had said no, 9 years ago, and saved us both from all this pain?

Well the short answer is no, I don't regret whatever happened, I will always remember each and every moment we spent together as the best times of my life.

There is one thing I regret.. the way we broke up, all the harsh words spoken, an 8 year friendship broken.. I wish we had done it in person, not over the phone. I wish I had got that last kiss.....

Today is when I'm sure that I have moved on, for all those memories now bring a smile on my face, not pain, not dissappointment.

wherever you are, whatever you do, I wish you, all the very best life has to offer.